my wish list.

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all i want for christmas is for something GOOD to happen to me.

now, im not selfish, but i've been really good this year- i've been patient, kind, comforting, understanding, forgiving, supportive-- you name it. and i deserve some sort of good-ness in my life. not anyone elses. everyone else seems to be having a great year (careers, engagements & weddings, babies, etc). me, not so much. its just been one trial and tribulation after the other. my heart and (emotional) well being has been worn thin and i could really use some rejuvenation in my life. for real.

so santa, God, anyone. if your listening. all i want is some good in my life.

"I hate to see you cry

Lying there in that position

There's things you need to hear

So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws your heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around

No, it won't all go the way it should

But I know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new

Bad news never had good timing

Then the circle of your friends

Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around

No, it won't all go the way it should

But I know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around

Fear is a friend who's misunderstood

But I know the heart of life is good

I know it's good"

~john mayer.